UMMM....I'm telllling!!!!

Okay, I'm telling on myself. It's quarter till 2 in the morning and I'm not in bed yet. I don't have the $100 posted up on the fridge anymore, but I should. It's a work night, and I've got a busy day ahead of me, starting at 8:30 AM. No good excuse for being up this late. I was eating a snack and turned on the TV, and then I saw a WWII movie that I've wanted to watch for a long time. Since it's on one of those On-Demand channels, I could've watched it another night, but I chose tonight.

I've got to get that $100 back up on the fridge and start getting my butt in bed on time so I'll get my rest, not get sick, and so I can be productive the next day. Though I'm starting to get some discipline back in my life, it's unfortunately obvious that I'm not there yet in terms of having these good habits rooted in me. And what's more, for the first time in a long while, I felt those urges to go to places I haven't gone in a long time. I definitely don't want to go back to that living hell. I'm grateful for what my Father is doing in my life and I don't want to keep fighting Him and ruin things.

I'm off to bed.